I just want to cry.
Prom is tomorrow and I’ve promised myself I won’t be drinking especially since the last time I drank I burned my hand pretty badly and I’m pretty sure it’s going to leave a scar.
My mom is making me go somewhere I don’t want to go tonight and she hates when I dress like a child.. So I’m going to put bows in my hair and put on a little girl dress and little girl shoes because I am a passive aggressive motherfucker..
Phone calls make me so nervous. Even if it isn’t my phone that’s ringing, I still get nervous.
My friend died Saturday morning and I haven’t told my parents because I don’t like talking about things like that. They know somethings wrong with me and they keep asking questions.. They think it’s just the anxiety.